Let Go (self version) Part 3
Below is one of my prized experiences from the past that i MUST post them in this blog, even if they are kinda old.
posted on 2/28/06 on my old blog
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I only manage to update this story once a week...
So, sorry....
Plus i just being tagged by Erin, ....
~sigh~
Got Lotsa stuff to update .....
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Friday
Noon
I arrived at Taman Paramount station' s bus stop for nearly an hour and still no sign of PP. My tummy was grumbling hard enough to be heard from outside and my patience was growing quite thin. If wasn't for that PP i would have be home by now with my tummy stuffed with foods. The more i thought of it the angrier i get, i felt like going home despite of my poor hunger-tortured tummy groaning sound, i saw the feeder bus (which i gonna get on if i wanted to get home) came back after going a big round to fetch some passengers to this station.
Patient, patient.....i kept telling myself, i have things to settle.
Then, PP phoned for the second time that day. "Hello? HanFei? I'm now in the LRT and on my way to...."
Before he could finish his sentence, i was shouting at him at the other end of the phone, his call had really ignited my hidden anger, "What the heck!? You know how long i waited?! I'm so damn hungry! Whatever, just come quickly!" then i just ended the call. Sensing something weird, i looked around and saw people who was at the bus stop with me, was staring at me with a odd look.
Embarrassed, i kept silent, bowed my head and waited for PP, quietly.
10 minutes later, PP finally arrived and the bus feeder had just left. I watched him ran towards my direction as if i was watching a big dark lumpy slime making it's way to me. His clothe was the same as yesterday, seriously.... did he bath?
I crossed my arms and waited for him to speak. The 1st sentence he spoke to me was, "Sor sor-ry, sorry, sorry," while he grasped for some air. I did not reply.
"Are you angry?"
Due to anger I'm no longer the shy person i was 2 days ago, i did not felt any awkwardness , i shot back at him. "Do like look like I'm angry?!"
"But it wasn't my fault, i kept telling the bus driver to drive faster but well, traffic jam..."
"Yeah right, i thought you told me you missed the bus before that," sheesh, finding excuses, i thought. All because he was late and missed the bus and i had to pay the price.
"Yeah, but....." he stammered. Hah! Can't find any other story to support this lame excuse? I ignored him and stared pacing my way to the nearby KFC restaurant. He quickly followed behind. "Please, don't be angry...."he plead. "smile for me, please?"
"I 'm not angry!, I just no mood to smile!"
"Please- lar......."
"Whatever, just quickly finish our lunch so that i can finally go home!"
"Huh? Why don't we have a walk....after lunch?"
"NO way! I've been out for 2 days simultaneously! I just wanna go home!"
"Then, when can i see you again?"
"Don't know!" he started to piss me off again.
"What about like this," he had another bad idea in his mind again. "we'll meet each other once a week? So next week....."
"Hey! i didn't agree to that! What about we meet twice..." i paused as i saw his excited look, "a month," he was disappointed.
Twice a week? In his dreams, sucker! I thought.
Finally we arrived the destination. By that time, i was no longer angry nor in bad mood. Each of us ordered a fish burger set and then paid the waiter. Luckily this time, he brought his own money. We find a seat then started eating. Again, he continued to talk about his story such as his parents were out station, his friends loves to watch porn stuff and then the worst part, OUR FUTURE again. I continued to gave him a bored look as he spoke. He saw my bored look.
He probably knew what i was thinking. Thus, he started talking mussy things again.
"Do you know that when you smile, your smile was the sweetest smile in the world?"
Ew........give me a break! I felt like puking all my food back out which i had just done sending them into my mouth. "Yeah right, whatever, anyway, i wanna go wash my hands," Quickly, i stood up and almost dashed my way to the toilet.
I couldn't stand any of these any longer, i must tell him what i feel about him. I went back to the seat. He wanted to continued that 'sweetest smile' topic again.
"About the smile, i really mean it....." he said.
"Hahahahahaha......"i replied him with a made up laugh, and then i "I must tell you something,"
"What is it?"
"Seriously-lar, i don't have feeling for you, and i am not interested in relationships like these," i just said it.
"Oh, yeah....sure....but i'll wait for you...."he said softly in a disappointed tone.
"yeah, yeah,"
Then he grinned, "but the problem is... will you be the same?"
Seriously, please give me a break! Oh God! How can he not realised what i was trying to say?! Is his brain short-circut or is he purposely acted stupid again?
I gave him a forceful smile.
Then, i stood up starting to head towards the exit. "Huh? Leaving already? But i don't feel like going home...there's no one home...."
I ignored him. I made my way toward the LRT Station bus stop. Along the way, i told him about my nightmares ever since we met. I even described last night's dream.
"Last night, i dreamt about you and me and some of my friends in some sort of tour, and i remember telling you something, " i paused.
"What is it?"
"I 'll tell you but i hope you don't mind," last night dream those few sentences i muttered to him, i could still remember so vividly.
"Yeah, sure, just tell-lar,"
"Okay, i told you that you're short, dark and fat," i said. Well, that was the truth. I was sorta amazed of my dream and the courage i had in that dream.
He forced a smile at me and said, "I don't mind, anyway, the feeder bus is leaving, are you going to get on it?"
"Of course!" and i started to run my way to the bus while shouting ,"BYE!" at him. He waved at me as i watched as he slowly vanished from my sight. This was the last time i ever go out with him.
After i arrived at my dearest house, i started online like a Internet and blog maniac would do, i kept online till 10, but, i see no sign of PP online, which was a good news. Somehow i had little worries that i had hurt his feeling.
Despite of that, i still had a peaceful slumber.
YES! FINALLY I GOT A GOOD NITE SLEEP!
THANK GOD! I LOVE YOU GOD!
So...good nite!
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Is this the ending?
If this really the ending, you all would think this as the worst ending you ever read.
"What the heck!?"
Hahahahahahahahaha...........
No, not yet.
In part 4, some shocking truth about PP and his background will be unravel. Till then stay tune for 'LeT gO'.
I know i had promised that part 3 is the end of this long story...but i don't have much time to do so...sorry again..
Oh yeah, please leave some comments after reading. Maybe, i might consider to put his picture up..........hehehehehehee............who knows.........?
posted on 2/28/06 on my old blog
------------------------
I only manage to update this story once a week...
So, sorry....
Plus i just being tagged by Erin, ....
~sigh~
Got Lotsa stuff to update .....
><<><><><><><><><>><>
Friday
Noon
I arrived at Taman Paramount station' s bus stop for nearly an hour and still no sign of PP. My tummy was grumbling hard enough to be heard from outside and my patience was growing quite thin. If wasn't for that PP i would have be home by now with my tummy stuffed with foods. The more i thought of it the angrier i get, i felt like going home despite of my poor hunger-tortured tummy groaning sound, i saw the feeder bus (which i gonna get on if i wanted to get home) came back after going a big round to fetch some passengers to this station.
Patient, patient.....i kept telling myself, i have things to settle.
Then, PP phoned for the second time that day. "Hello? HanFei? I'm now in the LRT and on my way to...."
Before he could finish his sentence, i was shouting at him at the other end of the phone, his call had really ignited my hidden anger, "What the heck!? You know how long i waited?! I'm so damn hungry! Whatever, just come quickly!" then i just ended the call. Sensing something weird, i looked around and saw people who was at the bus stop with me, was staring at me with a odd look.
Embarrassed, i kept silent, bowed my head and waited for PP, quietly.
10 minutes later, PP finally arrived and the bus feeder had just left. I watched him ran towards my direction as if i was watching a big dark lumpy slime making it's way to me. His clothe was the same as yesterday, seriously.... did he bath?
I crossed my arms and waited for him to speak. The 1st sentence he spoke to me was, "Sor sor-ry, sorry, sorry," while he grasped for some air. I did not reply.
"Are you angry?"
Due to anger I'm no longer the shy person i was 2 days ago, i did not felt any awkwardness , i shot back at him. "Do like look like I'm angry?!"
"But it wasn't my fault, i kept telling the bus driver to drive faster but well, traffic jam..."
"Yeah right, i thought you told me you missed the bus before that," sheesh, finding excuses, i thought. All because he was late and missed the bus and i had to pay the price.
"Yeah, but....." he stammered. Hah! Can't find any other story to support this lame excuse? I ignored him and stared pacing my way to the nearby KFC restaurant. He quickly followed behind. "Please, don't be angry...."he plead. "smile for me, please?"
"I 'm not angry!, I just no mood to smile!"
"Please- lar......."
"Whatever, just quickly finish our lunch so that i can finally go home!"
"Huh? Why don't we have a walk....after lunch?"
"NO way! I've been out for 2 days simultaneously! I just wanna go home!"
"Then, when can i see you again?"
"Don't know!" he started to piss me off again.
"What about like this," he had another bad idea in his mind again. "we'll meet each other once a week? So next week....."
"Hey! i didn't agree to that! What about we meet twice..." i paused as i saw his excited look, "a month," he was disappointed.
Twice a week? In his dreams, sucker! I thought.
Finally we arrived the destination. By that time, i was no longer angry nor in bad mood. Each of us ordered a fish burger set and then paid the waiter. Luckily this time, he brought his own money. We find a seat then started eating. Again, he continued to talk about his story such as his parents were out station, his friends loves to watch porn stuff and then the worst part, OUR FUTURE again. I continued to gave him a bored look as he spoke. He saw my bored look.
He probably knew what i was thinking. Thus, he started talking mussy things again.
"Do you know that when you smile, your smile was the sweetest smile in the world?"
Ew........give me a break! I felt like puking all my food back out which i had just done sending them into my mouth. "Yeah right, whatever, anyway, i wanna go wash my hands," Quickly, i stood up and almost dashed my way to the toilet.
I couldn't stand any of these any longer, i must tell him what i feel about him. I went back to the seat. He wanted to continued that 'sweetest smile' topic again.
"About the smile, i really mean it....." he said.
"Hahahahahaha......"i replied him with a made up laugh, and then i "I must tell you something,"
"What is it?"
"Seriously-lar, i don't have feeling for you, and i am not interested in relationships like these," i just said it.
"Oh, yeah....sure....but i'll wait for you...."he said softly in a disappointed tone.
"yeah, yeah,"
Then he grinned, "but the problem is... will you be the same?"
Seriously, please give me a break! Oh God! How can he not realised what i was trying to say?! Is his brain short-circut or is he purposely acted stupid again?
I gave him a forceful smile.
Then, i stood up starting to head towards the exit. "Huh? Leaving already? But i don't feel like going home...there's no one home...."
I ignored him. I made my way toward the LRT Station bus stop. Along the way, i told him about my nightmares ever since we met. I even described last night's dream.
"Last night, i dreamt about you and me and some of my friends in some sort of tour, and i remember telling you something, " i paused.
"What is it?"
"I 'll tell you but i hope you don't mind," last night dream those few sentences i muttered to him, i could still remember so vividly.
"Yeah, sure, just tell-lar,"
"Okay, i told you that you're short, dark and fat," i said. Well, that was the truth. I was sorta amazed of my dream and the courage i had in that dream.
He forced a smile at me and said, "I don't mind, anyway, the feeder bus is leaving, are you going to get on it?"
"Of course!" and i started to run my way to the bus while shouting ,"BYE!" at him. He waved at me as i watched as he slowly vanished from my sight. This was the last time i ever go out with him.
After i arrived at my dearest house, i started online like a Internet and blog maniac would do, i kept online till 10, but, i see no sign of PP online, which was a good news. Somehow i had little worries that i had hurt his feeling.
Despite of that, i still had a peaceful slumber.
YES! FINALLY I GOT A GOOD NITE SLEEP!
THANK GOD! I LOVE YOU GOD!
So...good nite!
<>><><>><><>><<>
Is this the ending?
If this really the ending, you all would think this as the worst ending you ever read.
"What the heck!?"
Hahahahahahahahaha...........
No, not yet.
In part 4, some shocking truth about PP and his background will be unravel. Till then stay tune for 'LeT gO'.
I know i had promised that part 3 is the end of this long story...but i don't have much time to do so...sorry again..
Oh yeah, please leave some comments after reading. Maybe, i might consider to put his picture up..........hehehehehehee............who knows.........?
