I just realized, i don't have my own room to cry in.
I can only cry quietly in the toilet, with the light off.

Maybe...i shouldn't have come home. I'm useless here, even my sister says that, i always knew that, but at least she finally spit those words loud and clear.

Oh well, i guess the least i can do is that next semester i should not come home that, often and that would save them lotsa problems bearing with the extra parasite sitting at home.