Recap from My Holiday

Category: By Han Fei
Posted on 2/6/2008

Hey guys, been wondering where I went?

Well, if you noticed my msn nick then you’ll know, ‘away for 6 days’ to Chiang Mai, I know it’s like been forever that nick’s up there and I actually was back in Malaysia on 27th of May, but well, I prefer to abuse my absence for awhile longer.
Since 1stly when I’m back at Malaysia, I feel that I HAVE the obligation to update my blog and tell my trip at Chiang Mai, and secondly, I don’t feel so connect with Malaysia…I needed the time to get re-adjusted with this country again since I’m so in love with Thailand.

And yeah I been chasing a TVB drame Catch me Now( 原來愛上賊)and and old US drama named Joan of Arcadia which also contributed the reason why I’m so lazy to update!







Hahaha… …can’t blame me yea?

Heh.
Seriously, Thailand is a country or rather Chiang Mai for poor tourist who wants cheap yet authentic hand made things, like me. Everything there is like…OMG so bloody cheap whereas when you’re back here you gotta purchase it double of the price, excluding fast food there.

Anyway, I think I gonna separate my tale into several part according to day 1 day 2 etc, so that you guys wont be bored and get sleepy but my trademark bloody hell long post. And of course I’ll include some photos some where less than 1 GB…

yawn... maybe tomorrow....

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My Thoughts on These few months in Work

Category: By Han Fei
Weather
cloudy yet HOT.

MOOD
moody and depressed and bored to death.

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I finally stopped work from that place and that company.

Weird though… I wasn’t as sad as I expected, just some regrets about not being to say good bye to each and every one of them that had been with me in my path of learning the World.

Maybe because I’m kinda fed up with my new colleague who just came in here to work since April.
Yep I dislike her or rather RESENT.
Why?
She’s the girl friend to my senior (who’s kinda OVERLY protective of her girlfriend, he’s a good guy and when you in trouble you called him he would definitely answer your distress help).She’s very missy and fragile, never stop complaining about how good her previous job with Berjaya is and the most disgusted part is that she thought that I’m very close with her… and had the tendency to like stick to me, like naturally leaned on my shoulder and comes very close to me when curios of what game I was playing with my mobile. Maybe because I’m her only colleague there.
Still, I severely feel disgusted. Mainly because I don’t feel close to her, not at all… and I don’t really enjoy talking to her… …oh how I missed my ex-colleague who had left the company to pursue her studies at Masterskill…sigh… …

And, even though she’s 1 year older than me…
She and ‘hubby’ always reach late, leave early when she was new to the company. And that kinda pissed me off. I felt it’s not fair that you can do that! But still I kept quiet; I don’t want to be the one who sprung any more politics amongst the company.
Eventually I get over with it, when they come and left together I rather not look at them only when they truly leave I waved my hands and bid good-bye.

Thank God I left her forever.
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Still, she’s in my friend list.

Hah.
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Other than that….
I learned many things especially about human nature when it comes down to their own benefits. I saw many faces of people especially the customer though they come and go some leaving a deep impression while others left without trace in my mind.
I met more pathetic and disgusted humans (Customers and Company Admins alike) than those who are nice at least at initial contact (Co-workers, other company promoters and maybe some customers).
I feel kind of disappointed with human nature that I seen in this part of the society.
It feels as though I had to be a part of them to survive in this overly sophisticated society maybe because of that I become more materialistic and realistic, those who I deemed potential-less I would not go even to serve that person and waste me time.
Yes, I now understand why some promoters acted so un-caring when some people ask them stuffs… because they know that the possibilities of these people buying their stuff is close to zero, some might say you should try after all like you said it’s not zero.
DUDE!
You think we have THAT much energy to serve each and every nothing-to-do-ask-for-fun-while-waiting-for-wife/husband-in-the-toilet (or knowledge)?
Hmph.

Another thing that I see was that the politics or inner struggle would rise no matter what company you’re in even if it’s like my tiny ex-company.
I guess as long there are more than 1 person conflict would definitely rise.
To me, my manager, seniors and the customer support person in charge they all gave me the fox wearing multiple masks. Heh.
With each and everyone you interact you has to be very careful as not to leaked one’s side information to the other side and then to be deemed TRAITOR, but come to think of it, this scenario also occur in my school life… …even now amongst my friends.

Haha.
Pathetic isn’t it?
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Now…I wonder… … with my 5 nearly-month employment at this place, did I leave a deep impression to those who were surrounding my place, or just another nobody came like a gentle wind and goes without any trace?

But if I truly want to compare with my other ex-school-mates, it seemed what I done was nothing comparing to theirs. They seemed to find their JOY every moment they have with those youngsters. They are well appreciated. Hah.
Good for them.

The only thing is I did learn some society ‘manners’ basics. Heh.
How to promote one’s product, and kinda manipulate their weakness to greed to archive the goal. Hopefully my skill won’t deteriorate.

And hey, look on the good side, I gotta go to shopping mall everyday and pick up some free stuffs(like estee lauder and DKNY samples) along the way. Heh.
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There’s one more thing that pisses me off badly is those who promised to visit me at my working place, NEVER come. Eventhough only few of them did not come, but…… YOU GUYS SUCK!

Yes I’m in a not-so-good mood as I write this crappy piece of crap.

p.s.
I’m will be at Chiang Mai for the next 6 days.
SO don’t bother sms me or expect me to reply you on msn.

Anger + Depression + Bored
HanFei
13:35
21/05/2008…
1st day of being unemployed.
 

Left Behind

Category: , By Han Fei
Posted on 19/4/2008

SO many things had happened in the past 4 months, yet I was no longer involved with those events anymore, no, not with them anyway. It was as though I’m getting further and further away from all these related occasions.
Maybe because we’re no longer striving for the same goal, we had REALLY parted ways since then. Those things that we once shared in common were nothing but memories etched quietly in our mind slowly yet surely sinking into our subconscious mind.
That’s why I felt so far away even when I’m just beside them. Maybe I’m the only one that is unconsciously secluding myself from them, after all there’s so much to talk and yet, we don’t talk much when we really and finally have the chance to speak face to face. Just like today, all them see was my darkened expression and bad attitude, or even a shift in personality.
They may felt that I had changed. Maybe I am.
Or maybe they don’t even sense a change.
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Maybe I’m not.
Hmph. It doesn’t matter.
The time with you all is now but a part of my Time Chronicles.
That’s Time had passed and That Time’s Chronicle is drawing to an end. In turn a New Time is slowly replacing That Time along with the feelings that I once had when I’m drawn in with That Time’s relationship and interactions. Now when I’m back at those relationships and interactions, I felt something was amiss.
Meeting them all again indeed stirring up those emotions and feeling, but this alone was not enough.

Sigh…

To them maybe I had indeed matured in a way and become darker in both personality and thinking. To be honest the only thing I can feel when I’m with them IS left behind.


When you read you might find this rather depressing and bizarre, but this is the only way I can express thru words here.

Things changed, nothing is forever. I guess that was a part of growing up. An unavoidable plan design by Father Time to all living beings.


Inspiration to write this depressing post
My ex-form 6 classmates were having a gathering/birthday celebration for one of them. I ditched my job and went out to meet with them during my break time.
The time with them was brief, and yet that feeling was strong.

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STPM

Category: By Han Fei
Posted on 11/3/2008

I feel ... that The path to Scholarship… … is getting further and further away from my grasp. Yes, it's really no longer in my sight.
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STPM result out today.
Don’t ask me anything about it.
It isn’t too bad. But still, I think I screwed up.
To other it’s just nice. But to me… …it wasn’t enough.
Maybe I did not work hard enough and yet expected to get a not-bad result.
I’m too proud of myself, I felt pathetic and, disgusted with my over rated confidence.
I’m gonna request re-examine with my results.

Come to think of it, even if I get the results re-examined, what should I do after this?
Where my path lies?
What my dreams are?
I don’t know. Maybe my so-called dream wasn’t a dream at all, just fantasies.
That’s why I chose to study form 6. I don’t know.
How happy are those who know their dreams and pursue it restlessly with such determination.

Sigh… …
I don’t know. There are too many things that I don’t know.
I think I better go back and drown myself in the pool of disappointment, before I think too much.
 

THE OPPOSITION WON!

By Han Fei
Yesterday, i was supposed to work till 10 but, due the excuses that most promoters gave themselves to Curi tulang(eg. What if riots happen? Just like Mei 13? i don't want die just like that, and if the company wanna fire me fire la, it's not like the salary is worth dying for.) i was strongly influenced by them, plus i wanna go home early to see how is the election is going on, so i went home at 8. Hope fully that no one from my company visited my at that time. ><

Well, whatever, i just want to go home and know how will the election turn out to be.


Following are some news i manage to grab from Sin Chew Jit Poh, Man the loading is damn slow!

國陣失檳雪霹吉政權‧國會三分二優勢不保
全國大選 執政黨 檳城 玻吉 西馬 雪隆布城 霹靂 2008-03-09 04:16

多名部長落馬,阿都拉對此成績感到愕然。
(吉隆坡)國陣在本屆大選蒙受重挫,除了再痛失4個州政權,即檳城、雪蘭莪、霹靂和吉打外,也無法從回教黨手中奪回吉蘭丹州政權;而在吉隆坡聯邦直轄區則幾乎全面淪陷,只保住一個國會議席。

截至凌晨2時,國陣已贏得125個國席,再度執政;而反對黨總共贏得了78席,否決了國陣的三分之二多數議席;還有19個國席的成績尚未公佈。

另一方面,霹靂州政權在凌晨2時左右落入反對黨手裡。反對黨奪得30席,國陣只保住29席。

反對黨在檳州40個州議席中拿下25席,其中行動黨競選19個州議席全勝,預料行動黨秘書長林冠英將出任檳州首席部長,一圓該黨多年來執政檳州之夢。

吉打州已由獲得最多議席的回教黨執政,而雪州政權則在午夜12時宣告易手,預料將由公正黨代表出任大臣。公正黨顧問拿督斯里安華於午夜在其住家召開緊急新聞發布會,而反對黨支持者也在午夜時分圍繞在雪州政府大廈。

馬華民政重創

馬華和民政黨遭到前所未有的重創,在檳州角逐的國州議席全部敗北,公正黨主席旺阿茲莎在峇東埔國會選區告捷。馬華在全國所競選的40個國席和90個州席中,除了在檳州全軍覆沒之外,在其他州也蒙受慘敗。

值得一提的是,反風在城市選區狂吹,作為一國之都的吉隆坡聯邦直轄區里的11個國會議席,10席落入反對黨手裡,唯一倖存的是在斯迪亞旺沙區尋求蟬聯的聯邦直轄區部長拿督朱哈斯南。

城市馬來票大量流失

這顯示,國陣在多個城市地區大量流失華、巫、印裔選票。城市馬來票大量流向公正黨和回教黨,使巫統遭受重挫。

國陣在多個城市地區的國州選區淪陷,令人震驚的是,盤據檳州多年的民政黨重量級領袖紛紛落敗,包括原本準備移師中央出任部長的民政黨代主席丹斯里許子根、民政黨總秘書拿督斯里謝寬泰、民政黨三名檳州內定首長人選丁福南、拿督李家全和鄧章耀。

三美兵敗和豐

在和豐老樹盤根的和豐之獅拿督斯里三美威魯,儘管領導印度國大黨數十年,在反風狂吹之下也敗下陣來,栽在人民公正黨候選人再也古瑪手上。

人民進步黨主席拿督卡維斯在太平國席守土失敗,不敵行動黨的倪可敏,使國陣再失一席。卡維斯也是首相署副部長。

正副部長方面,至少有4名部長,5名副部長和4名政務次長落馬。

吉隆坡聯邦直轄區班底谷上陣的婦女、家庭和社會發展部長拿督斯里莎麗扎,敗給前副首相拿督斯里安華的女兒努魯依莎。

鄉村及區域發展部長拿督阿都阿茲也在沙亞南落敗。

其他落敗的部長、副部長和政務次長有新聞部長拿督斯里再努丁、國內事務部副部長拿督陳財和、國安部副部長拿督胡亞橋、旅遊部副部長拿督林祥才、農業及農基工業部副部長拿督馬袖強、婦女、家庭及社會發展部長拿汀巴杜卡周美芬、聯邦直轄區部政務次長拿督姚長祿、教育部政務次長柯瑪拉。

這表示,馬華有3名副部長和2名政務次長落敗。

家定家泉詩傑過關

馬華過關領袖包括房屋及地方政府部長兼馬華總會長拿督斯里黃家定、馬華總秘書拿督黃家泉、高教部副部長兼馬華副總會長拿督翁詩傑、財政部副部長兼馬華婦女主席拿督黃燕燕、青年體育部副部長兼馬青總團長拿督廖中萊和馬青總秘書魏家祥等。

截稿時,馬華已輸掉18個國和24個州議席。

而民政黨在中央有擔任官職者,全軍覆沒。

在反對黨方面,保守估計,行動黨已贏得28個國席和50個州席,回教黨贏得25個國席和10個州席,公正黨則已贏得25個州席和8個州席。

星洲日報‧2008.03.09

Ps, i haven finish the post but gtg now, will late update this again, for the meantime just read the article i copy from the site.
 

Report for February 2

Category: By Han Fei
Posted on 2 Feb 2008

FEbuary 2 2008

SHift time
2p.m. - 10p.m.

Budget spent
RM5

Met:
1. Wee Yew who came to visit me during dinner break.
2. An 'old' neighbour from my childhood who happens to work at OSIM which located jsut beside my counter.
3. Mary, a part time panasonic promoter.

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Today... ...Suck.
It's been a whole week since i did any sales.

I'm so dead right now.
My colleague have at least did 5 sales for that long whole week, while i... ... oh man, i can't bear to think what will happen to me if i don't have any sales, by this busy and crowded weekend.
SO far life's quite entertaining here at Mid Valley. THere too much things to observe and yet so little sales to do. You could say i spent most of my working time crapping rubbish with the promoters there,while helping my bored to dead self out at the OSIM counter by tampering with tehir products like uPAPA, uROBIC, etc.


Boring~

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My Day Off Reviews

Category: By Han Fei
Posted on 31 January 2008


Yes! Yes! YES!
I finally get my hands of the 4 figures that I been ordering!
A Parcel of 3 arrived today morning at 10.30 a.m.while the last and most important figure was collected using the traditional Cash on Delivery method at Taman Jaya today at 12.30 p.m.!



Okay, time to introduce my Babies…

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1st off is the 3 Figures in the Parcel.

Tifa and Aerith
Origin: Final Fantasy 7 the game

Yep, the game, and not the Movie or sequels, the original design from 1997.

This one was out last month, and supposedly I receive her last month. But, due to the fact that I ordered them along with Zero/Saber which was predicted to be released in December was delayed to this month. So my shipment was delayed.

I brought these 2 because I never actually own a final fantasy vii game character, other than Advent Pieces Limited which I had to been to a lot of trouble just to get it.
Damn those customs! I was so tempted to get Cloud too, heck, I already had Advent Children Cloud, what the heck I get so much of Clouds for, I better save my money collecting other stuffs.

Tifa, her arms looks kinda out place, with those joints looking too obvious.
Aerith, I don’t really like her head…like kinda square-ish, maybe because of her fore head?

Anyway, currently ff7 no longer my cup of tea, and thus I wasn’t too keen on collecting them all. So the rate for them is…
Tifa 7/10
Aerith 6.5 /10

In Case you are wondering why i didn't put any photos about the figures, well, i don't feel like photographing them, compare with the other 2 these 2 aren't worth my time. ><

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Zero/Saber
Origin: Fate/Zero

Ever heard of Fate/Stay Night visual Novel by TYPE-MOON?
Or rather the anime adaptation of the game?
Well, due to the overwhelming positive reception, TYPE-MOON decided to release another Fate series, this time serves as a Prequel taking place years before Fate/Stay Night, in Light Novel form. Too bad they didn’t have any plan to release an English Version of it.



The box was surprisingly thin and small compare with the rest of my figures box.
Anyway, I have to say, this figure is highly detailed and you can’t really find any defects from the 1st glance. She had a very stern expression which shows that she’s a very serious kinda of person and her pose indicates that she ready for anything, anytime.




The 2nd glance well…still can’t find any deformity.
Even the sword Excalibur is half transparent. Isn’t that cool?



Rating 9/10
Cause the pose is too simple. Heh.

MISC

See the word MADE IN CHINA?

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Last and Most Important Figure I ever collected today.
This is the 1st edition, not the re-runs ones! Woo Hoo!

Char Rhouseman
Origin: Shuraki
An original character that does not appear in any games, animes or mangas, it is one of the original character created by the collaboration between Red-Entertainment and Good Smile Company. She is 3rd in line in the Shuraki Series.


There's a big dent on the box.



I had a very hard time to get this.
1st of all, I missed the 1st, 2nd and 3rd characters of the Shuraki series when it was announced for pre-orders, you can’t even pre-order them, cause people were so fast to order it was out of order in minutes, then you could have probably guessed that these babies were grabbed up in every store once they were released, thus I had to wait for the re-runs.
Luckily I browsed some local online stores and found that there one site that still have one unit left due to the fact that the person decided to cancel the order last minute and wanted to get the re-runs ones if GSC planning to do so. SO I got her.
Lucky, lucky me.
But so far I haven’t heard any news about it.

Well, Akatsuki (the re-run one) is now released out in the market and I’m waiting for mine to arrive.

Whatever, back to Char Rhouseman.

Oh yeah I forgot to mention that this box doesn’t only come with figure but a booklet and a CD drama as well.

Figure.

Amongst the 4 figure I collected today, she is the most satisfying one, even if I compare her with the rest of my (tiny) collections. She’s heavy maybe because she’s made from 100% high quality material (you even see there’s steel thingy in her.); the paint job was striking and beautiful.


She had a very dynamic pose, and a very clear expression. Every part of she are so detail without flaw, (so far that I what I found), she looks so identical with the pictures all around, what I see online is what I get. Unlike some figures I had, especially the final fantasy ones.


Even though it wrote MADE IN CHINA at the corner of the box, which sorta give you a bad feeling, since well, nowadays some China Products… …well, you get the pictures.






I found that her clothes especially the red one is kinda hard to take it off, I had to use some brute force yet delicately to take it off, and when I’m done with the battle damage look, I had another bad time trying to put her back in the normal look. It took me for like 5-10 minutes each to get them look right.

The Booklet.

This booklet isn’t just a booklet, its cover is hard. And every page is colored, with some info about some characters.
Quite classy, it had some pictures of the character and scenes in the CD Drama. It also had contents for the CD drama and some lyrics. It was written 100% in Japanese so I can’t understand a word, save for a few kanji which looks like Chinese characters. SO anyone who have a translations for it please do inform me.
I had to know what’s happening to the Shuraki(s)!

The CD Drama.

I listened from the beginning till the end.
And don’t even understand a word they are saying. But I really enjoyed their voices, sweet, cool and nice. And the song at the end of the CD is pretty sweet. You can vaguely figure out what was happening (very burly) by judging their pitch and tone.
Again, anyone had a translated script?

At 1st I only took interest in Akatsuki, but soon, I had this weird urge to collect them all. I don’t very like them upon 1st sight, instead I viewed them as some sort of over cute looking figure with some sexy design and dynamic pose, but the more I stare at Char Rhouseman, the more I got hooked at her.

I’m so glad I got her!
My Precious~
Heh.


But still there 's manufacture stain on it.... slightly above her breast.


Comparison with the rest of my figures that arrived/received today.

As we all know, Shuraki doesn’t come cheap, but she’s really worth it. Like they said, ‘Get her while she’s still available’. She’s a masterpiece!

Rating: 9.5/10
The only problem I encounter is the clothes problem; I somehow can’t get her clothes back the way she used too, see?
You can see her bra….

But not so obvious lah, since my photograhp skill suck, and i had to do this in secret. Hah.

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