Posted on 22 Jan 2008

Time and time again, how many times had their faces of hypocrite been tear down by the media?
And yet they still mange to prevail?
People like Zakaria, Chua soi Lek, manage to get away from the persecution of Law and justice (with people like VK Lingam, ruling the Malaysia court) while commoners must face what they did, and sometimes, they didn’t.

How fair is that?!
That is our Malaysian government!
Hooray to their BN unshakable stand!

This time, the election is not far, and so the minds of our leaders are getting further and further away in the backward sense.
They did not deal critical matters during discussions in parliaments or cabinets meetings, instead, they tend to talk craps to offend others (incident where they just talk bad about women and needed quite awhile to repent insincerely) or set stupid unreasonable law such as ban on the usage of the word ‘Allah’ by non-Muslims, seriously, we really can’t understand what our Great leaders are doing, and what does their mind compose of!

They had such a great mind; I don’t even understand why we chose these people to lead our country?!

Look at the American, they want Changes in and for their country!
Obama or Clinton, both have symbolical meaning for changes in a different sense.

Look at ourselves, what do we want?
Changes? Equality? Freedom?
Or it doesn’t really matter does it?
As long we safe in our own home and continue our life as we strive to be even richer than yesterday?

Selfish.
That is what Malaysians are. Well most of them anyway.
And this give the opportunity for the ones who are leading our country to rule in anyway way they see fit to their own agenda.

Look at our leaders.
Saying that the oppositions are raising racist issues while they are the ones they are doing it behind our back!

Soak the Keris in Chinese Blood. And he said that, we should put the racism aside and let not the opposition use that to hinder us away from peace, from what I see, those who had racism roted into their mind will never change, not now not never.
See how they keep raising racism issues for the upcoming elections?

Now about the news, the most recent news, VK Lingam. Hmph!
It seems that justice is coded thru his point of view not thru the law we all know.
No wonder some cases can be just off that easy or drag into months then days just to get more time so that people who follow the news will eventually get on with their lives and forgot all about it. How clever are they?

This is our government.
The minority body that control the majority crowd.

It is time to think, who‘s serving who?
Are we serving the government or should the government serve us?
Where had our power of democracy gone?

The promises that they made are nothing more but mere illusions.
Do not be clouded by their cheap promises, but stay clear in mind of their recent pathetic and embarrassing news of their true faces.

Time to Vote them off of the Government!

Above are just my opinions.
I’m just exercising my freedom to speak up regardless of the law and ban impose on blog.

MERDEKA!!!!!!!!!!!!

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Posted on 1 of January 2008

Today is 31 of December 2007, the last day of 2007.
Strange though, I supposed to be like other people enjoying my last day in 2007, I didn’t. I felt nothing. Nor excited nor depressing. It was as though I viewed this as my one of those usual boring days.

Actually, I was supposed to celebrate my countdown at my parish church, Saint Ignatius Church at Taman Mayang. But Plans changed, my mum decided that my grand parents are too old to be crowded with the crowd and get lost amongst it. We nodded in agreement. (Cause to be honest, I HATE crowded places; I rather go home watch TV). SO, we last minute decided to go to the Assumption located just beside Assunta Hospital to attend the 6p.m. evening mass.

In the church I realized, most attendants are either too old or too young, there doesn’t seem to be any teenagers at my age. I guessed most of them wanted to celebrate the countdown mass, unlike me. Haha… … I felt old.

During the mass, my mind kept thinking about New Year resolution.
Of course, I also did give thanks to the Lord this wondrous year, as this is definitely one of those years that give me most heart attacks/fears, joys, and regrets/embarrassments. I’m happy for many things which I don’t think writing down here in this post will be enough plus I’m too lazy to do so too.

The mass ended. And yet, my mind was still filled with my New Year resolution.
I could not think of anything for it. It was as though, I never had any ANY aim in life.
This was kind apathetic.

That night, I turned the TV browsing channels by channels hoping that our country would have some sort of specially program to watched, maybe I expected too much from my country, to my dismay there wasn’t much going on in the local broadcast, unlike Astro’s oversea channel where Taiwan have some sort of live programs celebrating their Last day, these channel started at 7 something while ours only started celebrating at 11.30 p.m. at least thru the TV. Fed up with such a boring night, I started playing my ps2 game at approximately 10.30p.m.

Then IT, IT ended abruptly without me realizing what had just happened. I only realized IT when I hear sound of fireworks echoing into the bright sky night just opposite of my house.
Year 2007 had just completed IT’s only task as the Year Master. Now it was 2008’s Turn to carry on the tradition.
By that time most members from family are either too bored thus went to bed early or too old to stay up late, or they just simply went out with their friends.

I walked out of my house and from there I caught a tiny/half glimpse of fireworks, hindered by the barrier of construction in front of house.
Then I saw children whose parents chose to stay were jumping as hard as they can in hope of at least having a single full glimpse of the whole fireworks scene. But they were too short to be compared with the barrier. Soon after they gave and walked away. While I, I went to higher ground by climbing the stone fence which was surrounding my house and caught a few pictures of the half fireworks.

These were the results:
Far away without Zoom.



SLlightly zoomed.






After taking the photos i resumed playing game and thus ended a night where the moments were between old and new.

Shadows over shadows, layers by layers, masks upon masks; that was their unspoken truce.

They had jokes and talks, they laughed and shared together yet at the same time one of them had to pay attention to the other one’s ever changing mask that was so obvious and yet so hidden at the same time for she was much inferior to the other one.
She had favours that only the other can help.

While the superior one, she tried to go along with the other one, though not as bogus as her. Yes, both of them are of the same kind, though their ways of thinking differ.


It was not long ago, when they were 1st time being that close after the superior one offered a hand for her. While she had been admired the superior one for not so long, for her, the superior one was determined hardworking and surrounding was a sense of sophisticated aura.

But after they been together for this long, she realised… …that the superior one is a hypocrite who is easily offended by almost everything and yet she kept most of these anger in her heart, suppressing them perfectly only to reveal some of these to the inferior one while the inferior one tried all her might to please her.

Pathetic and disgusting they are.


But as time flies, days and months passed by, the superior one started to break away from the initial treaty, she had lose all her patience after witnessing the other side of the inferior one which turned out to be not as inferior as the superior thought she was.

And there she thought that, the inferior one does not know of her intention.
A Fool she was!

A pathetic FOOL!
A disgusting FOOL!
A despicable FOOL!

The inferior one had much large plan at her back, she knew that such day would come, and she had started cease her wants on the superior one, on the other hand secretly gaining her very own supports.

Soon enough that was yesterday, the superior one decided that she did not want to hide all her disgust towards the inferior one. She outburst her anger and acted as if nothing had happened, but she knew deep down that inferior one must have know that she is no longer a friend but as MERE classmates. Then, she dumped her, leaving nothing for her. Yet fortunately her friends helped her, superior one’s plan failed. By this time the inferior one had gained enough supports, still she decided that she would just pretend nothing had happened until… …the final moment.

The final moment where these 2 can finally parted ways as graduates.

That time would be real soon…

Yeay!!!!!!!!

Then I will no longer need to look at her repulsive mask!

Sickening…

Freedom, wait for me... ...i will be by your side soon!
Please wait for me!

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Author’s Notes.

This is a story about 2 hypocrites and one of them is me. Try guessing who the other one is….

Those who know me will understand what I’m trying to say.
Yes, I’m angry! I chose not to show it to that fool!

But soon….*grins evilly…